I don't know why exes can't stay EXES. I mean, I am a good person and my Taurean loyalty will have me try to work on a relationship, friendship or family til I just give up and realize it is all for moot. Seriously. That has been the cause of so many of my heartaches, not knowing when to just cash in and walk away from dead ends.
Well I have been working on it. A lot of people are pissed about it, but oh well. I don't blame anyone because I ALLOWED it to happen. I don't even blame myself because that is just one of life's lessons when you stray from Gods protection and path. Real Talk.
I fight everyday with that spirit of Dinah. (read your bibles heathens) lol
Well, my CRACK has had the urge to all of a sudden try to contact me. (I call him that because for YEARS I was addicted to his tookus.) Last november I finally woke the hell up and say ENOUGH. When I said Enough I actually meant it. I went on to another jerk but thankfully I didn't have to learn the hard lesson-he did.
Dude has been messaging, texting and calling all day today. When will he learn that he is on ignore?
My late and favorite aunt (sigh, I miss her soooooooooooo much) use to sing this song by The Poets, She Blew a Good Thing, only she would change She to He. Whenever I heard her singing that song, that meant another divorce was on the horizon. lol I used to call her La Liz as in Liz Taylor because of her divorces. lol
Well, she passed that mantle to me. Whenever that song drops into my spirit (I like to think of her as my guardian angel that God uses) I know that SOMEONE is trying to tell my loyal stubborn ass something! Usually not too long after THE END actually comes. No lie, no exaggeration.
I often wonder if they realize that you are actually HAPPY and the devil lets them know that you are happy and BAM. But I usually know that when it doesn't bother me anymore, I am truly OVER it. I can't do that break up to make up dance.
Of course I will continue to ignore him. Why, cuz he DID blow a good thing. Me.
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